My Unrequited Feelings For You-Megpoid Gumi Lyrics

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"Actually, there is a girl I like."
You told me casually, after we finally became closer friends.
"So am I just a friend?" is the question written on my face,
but I try my hardest not to be discerned by you.

"Actually, I really like you." I can't bring myself to say it out loud.
I don't want to do something insensible and then get hated by you.
There's a subtle distance between us, and the time seems to have stopped.
However, I cannot abruptly bring myself to hate you.

Judging from your expression as you walk next to me,
I guess you must be thinking about that girl and smiling from it.
No longer able to keep looking at your happy face, I slowed down my pace.
I walked behind you to one side at an angle of about 30 degrees.
Unable to see each other's facial expression, we kept our respective positions.

I don't know anymore. I don't know. I don't know what I should do.
There's no answer. Where will my insuppressible emotions escape?
My thoughts for you are unrequited, but I don't want to give up yet.
Was I the only one who thought the distance between our love had shrunk?

But since I don't want you to hate me, and I want to stay around you,
I locked away my feelings and said, "I'll be rooting for you!"

Should I stop liking you already?
Although we finally became closer, I could still feel some distance between us.
We were so close and yet so distant. Should I just stop seeing you?
But I am unable to sort out my own feelings.

Around midnight, you called me:
"I need some advice from you." said you, without knowing my true feelings.
"If only you understand a girl's heart better, maybe your love will work out?"
Of course, there's no way I can just bluntly tell you that.

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what I should do.
There's no answer. Where will my insuppressible emotions escape?
My thoughts for you are unrequited, but I don't want to give up yet.
Was I the only one who thought the distance between our love had shrunk?

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know if I should still like you.
We have met each other, but will my feelings be returned in the near future?
My thoughts for you are unrequited, but that's fine, for I want us to stay friends at least.
But it's all like a dream. I wish one day you'd become aware of my feelings.

But since I don't want you to hate me, and I want to stay around you,
I locked away my feelings and said, "I'm sure everything will turn out fine!"